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Text you later
Pa, you there?
Hey Mijo, how are you? I’m in the casino, I will text you later. Just wanted to let you know that I miss you a lot, and I love you.
I love you.
Hey Mijo, just wanted to let you know that I miss you.
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Not gonna lie and say today was the “best day” of my life.
Let’s be more reasonable here, it was decent.
but all aside…
it’s O F F I C I A L .
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Not too bad for a purchase, great investment… I’m hoping.
Fingers crossed.
It really took some time, and most definitely some mad guts to switch to premium.
With that being said…
Knowing me, I could be a bit… let’s just say, I don’t like spending money. I’ll leave it at that.
And for those of you who know me personally, if you know, you know.
Yayyy, look at me, settinggoals and makingaccomplishments.
Im happy, but I can’t say I’m satisfied.
…yet, of course.
“I’m happy, but I can’t say I’m satisfied.”
-UglyMe Podcast
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Side note…
I spoke to my brother yesterday, and the day before.
We have a good relationship, don’t get me wrong, but my family and I haven’t really spoke. Can’t say why?
Accordingly, they’ve been “busy”?
What can I say, other than they’re busy people.
I mean… it is what it is. No comment on that.
It’s been a while.
It felt good knowing he was ok, and always missing me… as I do with him.
I’ve been gone too long. The longest I’ve ever been away from home.
Join along my journey and be apart of my life. — UglyMePodcast Authenticity is what matters most and me being truly myself, I’m glad to say… this is my first official blog! Most importantly, thank you to all my grand supporters, to my soon to be loyal and loving… not followers, but friends, readers, and… Read more: My First Blog Post
To Me, From Me
I’m thinking…
and thinking…
I’m starting to wonder if the military… yeah, I said it. The MILITARY, ok.
Here me out though.
I’m starting to wonder if the military was a mistake…
a H U G E one.
“Here me out though…”
-UglyMe Podcast
Considering the military, requirements do tend to be very extensive.
For someone to join and be apart of the nations armed forces, requires and is willing to be mentally and physically fit, and is able to withstand the amount of pressure.
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Personally, I’m not all that strong at heart.
The feeling of isolation, loneliness, the loss of someone, past trauma, feeling low with lack of motivation, hopeless…
with no purpose or goal in life.
“Personally, I’m not all that strong at heart.”
-UglyMe Podcast
Chest heaviness, due to an increase of perceivedstress.
Lack of interest in the daily hobbies I previously enjoyed.
Sleeping too much, yet I still feel sluggish and sleepy. I’m in bed all day just wanting to stay indoors and be alone.
Sometimes I find myself staring at nothing.
Not wanting to speak with anyone, and distancing myself from my family and friends.
Total I S O L A T I O N .
Junk food and caffeine drinks. With little intake of food.
The most common question, why are you depressed? Have you attempted or considered suicide?
Everything always happens for a reason.
It’s how everything first started.
…but over time it’s more of a feeling than why it’s occurring.
There’s still that part of me that drags me down.
There’s days I wish I could die in my sleep, but so I don’t have to wake up to the same routine everyday.
D O W N E R.
I feel like I’m in a loop, same day over and over.
I feel like I’m a prisoner, even though I signed up.
My thoughts get darker.
I feel trapped.
Recruiters fail to mention the agony of joining the military.
Join along my journey and be apart of my life. — UglyMePodcast Authenticity is what matters most and me being truly myself, I’m glad to say… this is my first official blog! Most importantly, thank you to all my grand supporters, to my soon to be loyal and loving… not followers, but friends, readers, and… Read more: My First Blog Post
The “UglyMe Podcast” Show
Hey guys, Chris here, and welcome to “the UglyMe Podcast show.”
“Welcome to the #1 most underrated and horrible podcast in World.”
-UglyMe Podcast
So I’m hoping these podcasts go a lot more smooth than my previous ones.
Of course, this is a relaunch, so… you guys will not be getting an insight on those. They were on YouTube, well… technically they still are, but on private.
Maybe in the future I’ll put some out. They’re not great… ok. Not saying that these are any better.
The one I’m recording now.
But initially a blog…
/script… I need some guidance, ok.
I wasn’t gifted with the powers of public speaking and writing, but’s it’s the thought that counts. I could work with that.
More like private speaking… because I’m alone.
… that was bad, but talking to yourself takes a lot of courage.
When podcasting… unfortunately.
Especially when not knowing what to say word for word during a podcast.
“I need some guidance from the heavens of podcast god’s.”
-UglyMe Podcast
I’m getting there, just need some Input and Suggestions on what to improve. You guys, please, Help Me. I’m not gonna go too into depth with my life, but off course with time, I will.
So… small talk, just to give you guys a basic understanding of what my whole brand revolves around is… Mental Health. I’m sure we’ve all dealt with some sort of mental health and we’ve all had our ups and downs sort of speak, and gone through personal traumas of some sort.
Me… Chris, UglyMe Podcast, are here to guide you, and help you reach you personal goals, mentally and emotionally. Furthermore, I want to thank each and one of you for listening and for being apart of this lovely podcast. Take care, be safe. Smilebit. I will catch you guys to the next one, See ya.
“Here to guide you, and help you reach your goals, mentally and emotionally.”
-UglyMe Podcast
Ohh right, one last thing, I know, I know, I’ve been going off a bit too much, even though this is just an intro, but feel free to subscribe, follow, so you guys could stay updated to my upcoming podcasts in the future. Ok bye now.
We’ve all been there at some point throughout life, right? Having faced the mixed feelings and emotions for the people most closest to you, leaving the hometown you were maybe not born in, but perhaps you grew up in as a child. It sucks, it truly does suck. It’s somewhat depressing and a downer in a way.
I miss my family soooo much, yet it hasn’t been long since I’ve left home. The time being with my family was very much needed. To my family, thank you thank you thank you thank you and I love you love you love you love you from deep within mi corazón en todo el universo!!! You’re my heart, my mind, and my soul!!! My motive for success and to NEVER GIVE UP!!!
Apa, Ama, Tía, Tito, Nano, Mamas, Gaby, Esa Tuli, Yaya, y Chato. Aunque me veo un poco serio o porque casi no hablo, les agradezco mucho por el amor y motivación para continuar y echarle muchas ganas!!! Les digo ahorita, hoy, al rato, mañana, todo los días, y para siempre. Los quiero con todo mi corazón y alma en todo el universo!!!
To all my beautiful loyal readers and those soon to be, thank y’all soooo much for the grand support and the love y’all show me!!! It truly, from deep within means the world to me!!! I’ll see y’all soon!!! Much love🖤 Stay strong💪🏼 Smilebit(; #TeamUglyMe
Again, I slept late, yet I managed to wake up at 7AM. Off to a new start! Same ole book, different page, new chapter. As I’m sitting on these non- reclining ass numbing back aching car seats, I think to myself, “what a wonderful world” we live in. The gazing blue sky, the rocky dead plained mountains. What more could one ask for.
Tomorrow morning, I am set to wake up at 3AM. Of course, you know me, again, awake at 1AM. I miss my family already, but then again, is it just me… or them being too attached because I’ve hardly ever been away.
“We’re not crying because we’re sad, we’re crying because we’re happy for you”. The best moments in life and what makes me a whole. Mi Familia! “Tú diga lo que sientes por dentro, de tú corazón”. I’m not much of a compassionate person, or… yet again, I dont know how to Express my emotions to my most dearest people.
So, in quick appreciation, I want to thank from deep within to all my… not followers, but FAMILY and FRIENDS for showing such grand support throughout my lifetime and the content I provide!!! Much LOVE and RESPECT!!! Stay strong and be safe beautiful people!!!
Ama y Apa. Brothers and Sisters. Tías and Uncle’s. ¡LOS QUIERO CON TODO MI CORAZÓN Y MI ALMA! To all my loyal readers and those soon to be, keep on reading and read on.
I can not sleep. Its 4 am. Really just overthinking. Swarming my brain with several thoughts that hold deep remorse within me. I Am Fuckin Lost!!! Everything seems to be going just fine. I get many people feel lost in life, regardless of how old you are. I feel emotionally drained, empty, extremely lost, and hurt. Really what I want most, is to get away.
We as humans struggle with finding our inner self. Sometimes we need to withdraw from society, to really seek out the true meaning of life and what it means to be alone. Its hard! I’m sure we all know so. The decisions you make lay upon you. The… what I like to say “opinionating and discriminating” gets to me and overwhelms me from making honest decisions.
I have the deepest respect for my family, but despite being an adult, decisions don’t always come into play as you would expect. What they think is best for you, it’s said. Going to college and becoming this professional with a fancy degree. Dont get me wrong, that’s a great thing. Just not for me.
Do what you think is best for you, not because someone else told you so. You are who you choose to be. Just imagine and believe. Stay strong!!! To all my loyal readers, keep on reading and read on!
These blogs, they feel to me as if… I were writing a diary, or a book of some sort. Yes, I know. I may not be the best writer, but as I said in my most recent blog post, authenticity is what matters most to me. I never, in a million years ever thought to myself I’d be hear not only speaking or writing to myself, but to the many people out there and sharing who I really am.
As individuals we all seek life in many ways, different perspectives, journeys and… well… whatever life means to any of us. Life isn’t always great, yet many of us try to make the best of it. In the good times theres always something wrong and in the bad times theres always something missing.
My younger brother once told me ” bro, I dont care anymore. I’m not gonna try in school because everyone(family) continues to tell me how much of an idiot I am and Im gonna grow up up to be a nobody”. Everybody is a somebody. No matter who you are or what you become in life, whether you’re successful or not. Having millions or not. We all seek something different in life.
Stay true to yourself. Dont overwhelm yourself with negativity. Letting it get to you will only take over. You are who you choose to become. Dont limit what you can accomplish. Strive strive strive, the sky is the limit. To all my loyal readers, keep on reading and read on! Stay strong!!! See ya!!!
As I’m here now speaking aloud, eating myself away with a whole box of pizza and a blue razz rockstar. Again, skipping class with deep remorse. Lack of motivation, focus, more seemingly feeling overwhelmed. Life is hard… yet beautiful. Full of remorse, hate, jealously, and love. Sometimes… or…well… most of the times, I feel happy, yet lost and sad. I’m sure we all feel some sort of way, but more importantly what are we doing to overcome these sense of… emotions?
So… the obvious question is, not only how do you overcome these obstacles throughout life, but more importantly how to adapt and overcome them throughout your lifetime. I personally have gone through…well… lets just say, lots of ups and downs. I’m sure many people struggle in life… in a way.
Find yourself. Really knowing who you are as a person comes into place with controlling yourself mentally and physically. If truly finding yourself means to be alone, then shall it be. Giving off positive vibes. Showing a positive attitude, no matter who its going towards. Whether you’re struggling financially, mentally, or physically always find the good in bad.
Set yourself up for accomplishments and goals. Waking up with a positive attitude or even getting through the day. Something simple. 2019 my goals and accomplishments are… instead, let’s say new day or even new week, my goals and accomplishments are… start small. Dont overwhelm yourself. Just take it day by day. Most of all, acceptance. Accept who you are. Its ok, we’re only human. Make mistakes, not regrets. Stay strong!
Authenticity is what matters most and me being truly myself, I’m glad to say… this is my first official blog! Most importantly, thank you to all my grand supporters, to my soon to be loyal and loving… not followers, but friends, readers, and so much more. Expressing myself and sharing who I really am to the world and having the opportunity to Express what I’m really passionate about, is mind blowing! So… without explanation, I present to you… UglyMeBlogs. To all my loyal readers, keep on reading and read on! I’m Christopher from UglyMeBlogs and keep on reading! See ya!!!
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