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Here’s for all the good changes to come in… 2023🏆💯
Been in a slump as of late and I had to take a break, but I’m back now and just wanted to start off the year with something right for a change :))
thanks for the support and for sticking around…💕💫 I love you fam and thanks you !
Takeover 2023 <33
「yours truly」🧛🏾
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much love <33
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Hot And Eratic
Let’s Talk About Sex.
This for a fact will make your toes curl.
Me being an erotic-virgin teller.
And to all my loyal and loving readers, welcome.
Im starting this new “category” of erotic adult romance alongside my poetic, lifestyle, blogging, and journaling.
Dirty, yes!
I want to get naughty.
“Porn” WHAT!
Is what you would say.
Well yes, in many cases.
But not exactly.
A pleasure of arousing sexual desire for a strong sensitive sexual stimulation in ones bones.
Cant we all agree that we enjoy the erotic fantasies of smut reading.
To sensualize of the human bod.
Complete ORGASM!
Intermittent seduction.
Just “FUCK ME” already!
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I Was A Kid
Then To Now
I wish I was a kid,
Being able to wake up again without any worries.
Everything is gonna be ok.
Living by that constant reminder…
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
You see, I have this whole idea on how things work. When something goes wrong, I think about how everything is gonna be ok, yet I get lost in a way and don’t know what to do.
He wishes he could just go back in time to when he was a kid. Where he had no worries about anything. Money, jobs, family, anything really. Always being told everything is gonna be ok. Kind of, sort of makes him see what’s going on around him, ok. And everything really… is gonna be ok no matter what. Living by that makes him confused in a way, because always thinking about how everything is gonna be ok, but it’s really not. He doesn’t know what to do exactly. He only sees it as ok, because ok is good, and good in a way makes him feel… not sad.
ITS OKAY NOT TO BE OK.
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My Natural Instinct
Analysis Paralysis
It makes no sense whatsoever, but for some reason… and this isn’t just with blogging, but with podcasting.
I’m sure most people can relate in a way, but when I create content…
More specifically with blogging and podcasting.
Everything turns into a blur. Everything in mind goes blank, which usually leads me to:
• Stuttering
• Repeating the same words several times
• Speechless, or in this case, wordless.
But then again, I’d say it’s my natural instinct that’s playing into part as to why these things would occur.
Obviously.
I’m overthinking, which definitely makes me lose focus and thought.
When I’m alone, I could go on and on with myself as if I were having a real conversation with someone.
With myself, not about myself. I am not conceited, just to clear that up.
And quite frankly, there honestly more engaging than when I do have a conversation with someone.
Again, really depends who I’m with.
Can’t agree anymore with myself, but then again, I am talking to myself. So what’s there to be embarrassed about.
It’s me, hi.
For the most part, to some, it can be pretty awkward, but because I make it that way.
Unlike with my family and friends, because I have that close type of relationship with them, I’m more willing to speak out to them, maybe express my emotions, or discuss anything about myself. Again, it depends who.
I can be socially awkward in times… most of the time. Like 60 percent of the time. Less maybe… idk, but that’s just me.
A lot of these “convos” I do have, are mainly just jibberish, but… appealing.
And by that, I mean… even if they make zero sense.
who cares.
I’d say it’s a great way to cope with my emotions.
I don’t speak aloud, but I do make very weird facial expressions.
All the time.
It just came to my realization, that I have an “analysis paralysis” face.
If you know, you definitely know. I’ve been catching up on Awkward.
Will there be a season 6? Highly doubt it, but Good Trouble… highly recommend.
Not sure where I was really headed with this post.
Just a thought.
And there’s plenty of more where that came from.
So cliche, typical me.
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My First Blog Post

Join along my journey and be apart of my life.
— UglyMePodcastAuthenticity is what matters most and me being truly myself, I’m glad to say… this is my first official blog! Most importantly, thank you to all my grand supporters, to my soon to be loyal and loving… not followers, but friends, readers, and so much more. Expressing myself and sharing who I really am to the world and having the opportunity to Express what I’m really passionate about, is mind blowing! So… without explanation, I present to you… UglyMeBlogs. To all my loyal readers, keep on reading and read on! I’m Christopher from UglyMeBlogs and keep on reading! See ya!!!
Only the best kind💚
For a fact times 100 always grateful!
amor, love, compassion
grateful
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Just keep swimming 🐠
Sometimes we do things without knowing what will come from them, and something good happens. Other times, blessings come to us without us asking right when we least expect them.
When these things happen, we might question where they came from or think something bad is behind them. But sometimes it isn’t the devil it’s God. It’s all part of His plan.
God may be helping you face your demons and become the person He wants you to be. He may be giving you something meaningful to put into the world. When you feel that calling, it can be hard to ignore.
Not everyone gets what they want. Some people remain stuck, while others fall and feel like they can’t recover. But falling doesn’t mean your journey is over.
When you fall, get back up. Keep moving forward. What you’re going through may be preparing you for what God already has planned.
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One with yourself
A few nights ago, I had a strange dream. I don’t remember seeing anything clearly, but somehow I felt awake while I was still asleep. Everything was dark, and I could hear voices speaking to me about religion the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
The message I took from the dream was that to feel one with God, you must first become one with yourself: your mind, your spirit, and the way you live. It made me think about all the thoughts we keep trapped inside our heads and the words we hold back because we’re afraid or uncertain.
Maybe faith is not only about listening to what is happening within us, but also learning when and how to express it in the world. Not every thought needs to become an action, but some thoughts may be asking us to pause, reflect, and speak honestly.
Sometimes we feel stuck in our own minds because we haven’t yet found the right words or because the right moment hasn’t arrived. Perhaps part of trusting God is developing the wisdom to know when to remain still and when to speak.
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If learning could speak
It’s funny how abstract life can be.
Sometimes I can remember every detail of a conversation the little things people tell me, the way they said them, and even how the moment made me feel. But when it comes to reading or learning something new, my mind works differently. I have to read it, then reread it again and again before it finally stays with me.
How can I remember conversations so clearly, but struggle to remember the things I’m trying to learn?
Maybe it’s because conversations feel alive. A person’s voice carries emotion, personality, and meaning. Words on a page can sometimes feel distant and silent.
If only the things we were learning could speak directly to us, maybe they would be easier to understand. Maybe if knowledge had a voice, a feeling, or even a story of its own, I would remember it the same way I remember people.
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Meditation reflection
Sometimes there’s no way to explain how grateful you are for life. It’s more than words it’s a feeling deep within you. A quiet kind of thankfulness that doesn’t have to be spoken to be real.
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RIP
Rest easy to everyone who has passed away. You’re always on my mind and forever with me in my heart. I’ll never forget you or everything you’ve done for us.
Some things are far beyond our control, but I believe you’re somewhere better looking down on us and protecting us. I can’t tell you whether there’s a better life above or below, or exactly where you are. I just hope you’re happy. I hope you’re okay, and I hope you’re safe.
Now I have to take this time to grow. I know it’s been a while, but please don’t leave me, because without you, I feel miserable.
Still, I believe it’ll be alright. We don’t have to worry, because I’ve got you and you’ve got me, always.







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