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Here’s for all the good changes to come in… 2023🏆💯
Been in a slump as of late and I had to take a break, but I’m back now and just wanted to start off the year with something right for a change :))
thanks for the support and for sticking around…💕💫 I love you fam and thanks you !
Takeover 2023 <33
「yours truly」🧛🏾
…🥀
much love <33
ÜNKNXN//C | @seventhehuman 🌀💬♾
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Hot And Eratic
Let’s Talk About Sex.
This for a fact will make your toes curl.
Me being an erotic-virgin teller.
And to all my loyal and loving readers, welcome.
Im starting this new “category” of erotic adult romance alongside my poetic, lifestyle, blogging, and journaling.
Dirty, yes!
I want to get naughty.
“Porn” WHAT!
Is what you would say.
Well yes, in many cases.
But not exactly.
A pleasure of arousing sexual desire for a strong sensitive sexual stimulation in ones bones.
Cant we all agree that we enjoy the erotic fantasies of smut reading.
To sensualize of the human bod.
Complete ORGASM!
Intermittent seduction.
Just “FUCK ME” already!
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I Was A Kid
Then To Now
I wish I was a kid,
Being able to wake up again without any worries.
Everything is gonna be ok.
Living by that constant reminder…
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
You see, I have this whole idea on how things work. When something goes wrong, I think about how everything is gonna be ok, yet I get lost in a way and don’t know what to do.
He wishes he could just go back in time to when he was a kid. Where he had no worries about anything. Money, jobs, family, anything really. Always being told everything is gonna be ok. Kind of, sort of makes him see what’s going on around him, ok. And everything really… is gonna be ok no matter what. Living by that makes him confused in a way, because always thinking about how everything is gonna be ok, but it’s really not. He doesn’t know what to do exactly. He only sees it as ok, because ok is good, and good in a way makes him feel… not sad.
ITS OKAY NOT TO BE OK.
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My Natural Instinct
Analysis Paralysis
It makes no sense whatsoever, but for some reason… and this isn’t just with blogging, but with podcasting.
I’m sure most people can relate in a way, but when I create content…
More specifically with blogging and podcasting.
Everything turns into a blur. Everything in mind goes blank, which usually leads me to:
• Stuttering
• Repeating the same words several times
• Speechless, or in this case, wordless.
But then again, I’d say it’s my natural instinct that’s playing into part as to why these things would occur.
Obviously.
I’m overthinking, which definitely makes me lose focus and thought.
When I’m alone, I could go on and on with myself as if I were having a real conversation with someone.
With myself, not about myself. I am not conceited, just to clear that up.
And quite frankly, there honestly more engaging than when I do have a conversation with someone.
Again, really depends who I’m with.
Can’t agree anymore with myself, but then again, I am talking to myself. So what’s there to be embarrassed about.
It’s me, hi.
For the most part, to some, it can be pretty awkward, but because I make it that way.
Unlike with my family and friends, because I have that close type of relationship with them, I’m more willing to speak out to them, maybe express my emotions, or discuss anything about myself. Again, it depends who.
I can be socially awkward in times… most of the time. Like 60 percent of the time. Less maybe… idk, but that’s just me.
A lot of these “convos” I do have, are mainly just jibberish, but… appealing.
And by that, I mean… even if they make zero sense.
who cares.
I’d say it’s a great way to cope with my emotions.
I don’t speak aloud, but I do make very weird facial expressions.
All the time.
It just came to my realization, that I have an “analysis paralysis” face.
If you know, you definitely know. I’ve been catching up on Awkward.
Will there be a season 6? Highly doubt it, but Good Trouble… highly recommend.
Not sure where I was really headed with this post.
Just a thought.
And there’s plenty of more where that came from.
So cliche, typical me.
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My First Blog Post

Join along my journey and be apart of my life.
— UglyMePodcastAuthenticity is what matters most and me being truly myself, I’m glad to say… this is my first official blog! Most importantly, thank you to all my grand supporters, to my soon to be loyal and loving… not followers, but friends, readers, and so much more. Expressing myself and sharing who I really am to the world and having the opportunity to Express what I’m really passionate about, is mind blowing! So… without explanation, I present to you… UglyMeBlogs. To all my loyal readers, keep on reading and read on! I’m Christopher from UglyMeBlogs and keep on reading! See ya!!!
Only the best kind💚
For a fact times 100 always grateful!
amor, love, compassion
grateful
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4:32 AM
I’ve been chewed up,
spit out,
and stretched across zip codes.None of it left me
worried about dying.I’ve spent so much time surviving
that death stopped feeling
like the scary part.
“I’ve spent so much time surviving that death stopped feeling like the scary part.”
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Ghost
Like fumes,
you burned through me.Like a fire,
you burned me down.Now all that’s left
is a ghost of what we were,still deep inside your heart.
Like laying on a bed of pin needles,
fire in my chest,like thorns upon his head.
You let me go,
but some scars stay alive,
and some ghosts never leave.
“My love for you is what you call a ghost inside your head.”
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2:17 AM
Sometimes I wonder, and sometimes I just don’t know.
If this world is all make-believe, if we’re dreaming while we’re awake, and if we wake up when we die.
Does time keep moving in another world? Will I still be able to feel, think, and do the things I do while I’m alive?
It’s hard to imagine these things when all we know is what we’ve discovered, and there’s still so much left unknown.
“Sometimes I wonder if we’re dreaming while we’re awake, and if we wake up when we die.”
Maybe some questions aren’t meant to be answered.






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