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  • Moving Forward

    Moving Forward

    Period Of Time

    Long live proclivity!!!

    As it remains still… and so going.

    It is my existence, and what I live by.

    UglyMe Podcast

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  • Where Are You?

    Where Are You?

    As Time Goes On

    You’re gone so fast… so fast, time has passed.

    I saw you one day, and you’re gone the next.

    Filling me with remorse and despair, yet In a way you were always there.

    Arise from below, beneath this unfeeling world.

    Go away in peace, and leave me with sorrow…

    Hoping I’ll see you tomorrow.

  • Write To Express

    Write To Express

    Make Sense Of Me

    Writing is the only way for me to make sense of the world around me.

  • Daily Reminder:

    Daily Reminder:

    Quotes To Live By

    “Always remind yourself to keep going.”

    – UglyMe Podcast
  • Keep On Blogging

    Keep On Blogging

    Where To Start

    Current mood: neutral

    … and by that I mean I’m not happy, nor am I sad.

    I am feeling pretty motivated though.

    That’s for sure.

    For some reason I’ve had this urge to try out something new with my blog posts… my content overall.

    Can’t really say, but I feel like my content could use that extra… push I guess, In a way.

    There’s a lot more I have to offer than just blog about my personal life.

    You get what I’m trying to say, right?

    I’m working on recreating the UglyMe brand. Same concept, just more ideas.

    I started a relaunch. Mainly because I wanted to start podcasting again.

    That hasn’t happened… yet.

    I’m not interested In talking about politics or entertainment, by that I mean… like, news or the scandal stuff out in the world.

    If it is what you guys want me to talk about, I am willing to give it a try.

    I love what I’m doing with UglyMe, and what’s it’s turned out to be, but I feel like I need to expand more on what I’m trying to offer, rather than talking about mental health itself.

    Speaking about mental health, I haven’t really dedicated a full blog to the topic itself.

    I know my ways around the topic, I just don’t know where to start or how to actually engage myself into it.

    I guess I don’t want to be straight forward with my content and leave it at that.

    Instead I’ve kept it at expressing myself and my thoughts.

    Let me know what y’all think.

    See ya!

  • Things I Am

    Things I Am

    Me Too

    Its very common for me to isolate myself from everyone. knowing I’m an introvert, in some ways… many things can be very difficult.

  • My Natural Instinct

    My Natural Instinct

    Analysis Paralysis

    It makes no sense whatsoever, but for some reason… and this isn’t just with blogging, but with podcasting.

    I’m sure most people can relate in a way, but when I create content…

    More specifically with blogging and podcasting.

    Everything turns into a blur. Everything in mind goes blank, which usually leads me to:

    • Stuttering

    • Repeating the same words several times

    • Speechless, or in this case, wordless.

    But then again, I’d say it’s my natural instinct that’s playing into part as to why these things would occur.

    Obviously.

    I’m overthinking, which definitely makes me lose focus and thought.

    When I’m alone, I could go on and on with myself as if I were having a real conversation with someone.

    With myself, not about myself. I am not conceited, just to clear that up.

    And quite frankly, there honestly more engaging than when I do have a conversation with someone.

    Again, really depends who I’m with.

    Can’t agree anymore with myself, but then again, I am talking to myself. So what’s there to be embarrassed about.

    It’s me, hi.

    For the most part, to some, it can be pretty awkward, but because I make it that way.

    Unlike with my family and friends, because I have that close type of relationship with them, I’m more willing to speak out to them, maybe express my emotions, or discuss anything about myself. Again, it depends who.

    I can be socially awkward in times… most of the time. Like 60 percent of the time. Less maybe… idk, but that’s just me.

    A lot of these “convos” I do have, are mainly just jibberish, but… appealing.

    And by that, I mean… even if they make zero sense.

    who cares.

    I’d say it’s a great way to cope with my emotions.

    I don’t speak aloud, but I do make very weird facial expressions.

    All the time.

    It just came to my realization, that I have an “analysis paralysis” face.

    If you know, you definitely know. I’ve been catching up on Awkward.

    Will there be a season 6? Highly doubt it, but Good Trouble… highly recommend.

    Not sure where I was really headed with this post.

    Just a thought.

    And there’s plenty of more where that came from.

    So cliche, typical me.

  • I’m Not An Author

    I’m Not An Author

    Author Or Blogger

    I never thought or have I ever seen myself of being an author.

    Can’t really say I’ve ever seen myself doing anything.

    Not that I don’t want to do anything in life, but the world is just open to so many things, rather than setting my mind and focusing on one thing and leaving it at that.

    And to bring back the thought of why I had the idea of wanting to become an author.

    Well… it’s complicated.

    Ok ok, let me rephrase that.

    Never said I wanted to become an author, but because I was bored, I came across my website on google…

    It was in my search bar.

    It’s totally not weird, right.

    You guys understand.

    Anyways, I obviously clicked on it, and as I was scrolling through the webpage, on the side of my website, it said author. Which felt pretty cool, knowing my website was getting some sort of recognition and me being seen as an author.

    In some cases, I wouldn’t consider myself being an author, but more importantly, a person who likes to express inner thoughts and feelings; emotionally and mentally.

    In a way, authors can relate.

    But as a blogger, we set our differences apart from one another.

  • Redefining Myself

    • My First Blog Post
      Join along my journey and be apart of my life. — UglyMePodcast Authenticity is what matters most and me being truly myself, I’m glad to say… this is my first official blog! Most importantly, thank you to all my grand supporters, to my soon to be loyal and loving… not followers, but friends, readers, and… Read more: My First Blog Post

    “The True UglyMe”

    Redefining the true UglyMe.

    My name is… wait!

    Let’s stop there.

    Now this isn’t any out of the ordinary… what ever this may be, until then, this is…

    “The True UglyMe”

    I’m focused, and there’s no way I’m losing track from the start of this.

    Because according to google, it takes approximately 17 minutes to regain focus once it’s lost.

    Not to sure where this is really headed, but think of this as a little series from one of many that are soon to be coming in the near future…

    I know, I know what you’re thinking, get to the point already. Well, if only I knew myself what I was actually doing.

    I never really knew, and not gonna lie, I still have no idea how to really explain my story, my life story.

    Maybe just going straight to the point was best, but I always knew there was that piece of my story that was still missing. An explanation.

    But how?

    “I’m focused, and there’s no way I’m losing track from the start of this.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    This song is throwing me off. I’m losing track.

    http://www.aaronnavit.com

    I remember doing my personal statement in school, but then again it wasn’t really about my family, or my past. It was about me, and what I had wish to do with my life.

    And here I am, in the military.

    Not everything went accordingly to plan.

    I have my blogs to turn to, and that I am passionate for.

    …and I lost track.

  • Gym Time

    • My First Blog Post
      Join along my journey and be apart of my life. — UglyMePodcast Authenticity is what matters most and me being truly myself, I’m glad to say… this is my first official blog! Most importantly, thank you to all my grand supporters, to my soon to be loyal and loving… not followers, but friends, readers, and… Read more: My First Blog Post

    My Happy Place

    So, today was my first day back at the gym, and let me tell you…

    It was not great.

    The burning sensation inside my stomach, but because I ate a buffalo chicken wrap and supreme deluxe chicken nachos a little before going to the gym.

    Knowing me, I’m always going to the gym. Back home it was a must, my go-to place.

    My happy place.

    Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday… all week, including weekends.

    For some reason I haven’t really felt the need to go to the gym, or even workout.

    Fausto Figueroa, what have you done? I’m slowly turning into you.

    Meditation, guided imagery, journaling.

    Whatttttt, who would of guessed.

    No offense.

    “I’m slowly turning into you.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    I have a deep interest and passion for the fitness industry, but it’s just not the same anymore.

    In some ways, these were… ways to help me manage and cope with my emotions.

    For the past years I’ve managed to control my emotions, but sometimes it comes to the point where I feel like the need to burst, yet I don’t.

    Probably one of the many reasons why I haven’t felt the need to go the gym. I’m really trying to control and manage my emotions, not release them.

    The one thing I could say about meditation, is that it’s help me store away my emotions, thoughts, triggers, and stressors.

    I’m managing.