UGLY SOCIETY CLUB

Tag: blogger

  • My Natural Instinct

    My Natural Instinct

    Analysis Paralysis

    It makes no sense whatsoever, but for some reason… and this isn’t just with blogging, but with podcasting.

    I’m sure most people can relate in a way, but when I create content…

    More specifically with blogging and podcasting.

    Everything turns into a blur. Everything in mind goes blank, which usually leads me to:

    • Stuttering

    • Repeating the same words several times

    • Speechless, or in this case, wordless.

    But then again, I’d say it’s my natural instinct that’s playing into part as to why these things would occur.

    Obviously.

    I’m overthinking, which definitely makes me lose focus and thought.

    When I’m alone, I could go on and on with myself as if I were having a real conversation with someone.

    With myself, not about myself. I am not conceited, just to clear that up.

    And quite frankly, there honestly more engaging than when I do have a conversation with someone.

    Again, really depends who I’m with.

    Can’t agree anymore with myself, but then again, I am talking to myself. So what’s there to be embarrassed about.

    It’s me, hi.

    For the most part, to some, it can be pretty awkward, but because I make it that way.

    Unlike with my family and friends, because I have that close type of relationship with them, I’m more willing to speak out to them, maybe express my emotions, or discuss anything about myself. Again, it depends who.

    I can be socially awkward in times… most of the time. Like 60 percent of the time. Less maybe… idk, but that’s just me.

    A lot of these “convos” I do have, are mainly just jibberish, but… appealing.

    And by that, I mean… even if they make zero sense.

    who cares.

    I’d say it’s a great way to cope with my emotions.

    I don’t speak aloud, but I do make very weird facial expressions.

    All the time.

    It just came to my realization, that I have an “analysis paralysis” face.

    If you know, you definitely know. I’ve been catching up on Awkward.

    Will there be a season 6? Highly doubt it, but Good Trouble… highly recommend.

    Not sure where I was really headed with this post.

    Just a thought.

    And there’s plenty of more where that came from.

    So cliche, typical me.

  • I’m Not An Author

    I’m Not An Author

    Author Or Blogger

    I never thought or have I ever seen myself of being an author.

    Can’t really say I’ve ever seen myself doing anything.

    Not that I don’t want to do anything in life, but the world is just open to so many things, rather than setting my mind and focusing on one thing and leaving it at that.

    And to bring back the thought of why I had the idea of wanting to become an author.

    Well… it’s complicated.

    Ok ok, let me rephrase that.

    Never said I wanted to become an author, but because I was bored, I came across my website on google…

    It was in my search bar.

    It’s totally not weird, right.

    You guys understand.

    Anyways, I obviously clicked on it, and as I was scrolling through the webpage, on the side of my website, it said author. Which felt pretty cool, knowing my website was getting some sort of recognition and me being seen as an author.

    In some cases, I wouldn’t consider myself being an author, but more importantly, a person who likes to express inner thoughts and feelings; emotionally and mentally.

    In a way, authors can relate.

    But as a blogger, we set our differences apart from one another.

  • Going Premium

    • My First Blog Post
      Join along my journey and be apart of my life. — UglyMePodcast Authenticity is what matters most and me being truly myself, I’m glad to say… this is my first official blog! Most importantly, thank you to all my grand supporters, to my soon to be loyal and loving… not followers, but friends, readers, and… Read more: My First Blog Post

    uglymeblogs.com

    Not gonna lie and say today was the “best day” of my life.

    Let’s be more reasonable here, it was decent.

    but all aside…

    it’s O F F I C I A L .

    uglymeblogs.com

    Not too bad for a purchase, great investment… I’m hoping.

    Fingers crossed.

    It really took some time, and most definitely some mad guts to switch to premium.

    With that being said…

    Knowing me, I could be a bit… let’s just say, I don’t like spending money. I’ll leave it at that.

    And for those of you who know me personally, if you know, you know.

    Yayyy, look at me, setting goals and making accomplishments.

    Im happy, but I can’t say I’m satisfied.

    …yet, of course.

    “I’m happy, but I can’t say I’m satisfied.”

    -UglyMe Podcast
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    Side note…

    I spoke to my brother yesterday, and the day before.

    We have a good relationship, don’t get me wrong, but my family and I haven’t really spoke. Can’t say why?

    Accordingly, they’ve been “busy”?

    What can I say, other than they’re busy people.

    I mean… it is what it is. No comment on that.

    It’s been a while.

    It felt good knowing he was ok, and always missing me… as I do with him.

    I’ve been gone too long. The longest I’ve ever been away from home.

    Please, take me home already.

    I Miss Home.