UGLY SOCIETY CLUB

Tag: family

  • The way

    Don’t let anyone get in your way go ahead and live your life the way you want the world will never change even when you change and while you do your best and the world remains the same around you the people are always gonna say what they want… keep going:)

  • Love ya!

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    Love ya!
  • So Peaceful, So Calm

    So Peaceful, So Calm

    Always Thinking Of You

    So clear,

    So beautiful.

    All so sudden, feeling sentimental.

    This wind so breezy, putting me at ease.

    Thinking how crazy time flies, and everything still revolves around me.

    I live for today, but thinking the past.

    Reminding myself consistently how I still live for me.

    When everything around still seems to be the same.

    I hate to say it.

    But fuck the past!

    I live for tomorrow.

    And everyday.

    So don’t define me past,

    Cause this is my world!

    My life!

    But thanks anyways.

    Ok, that’s it for me.

    I miss you. I love you.

    I hope you enjoy your special day.

  • I Was A Kid

    I Was A Kid

    Then To Now

    I wish I was a kid,

    Being able to wake up again without any worries.

    Everything is gonna be ok.

    Living by that constant reminder…

    I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.

    You see, I have this whole idea on how things work. When something goes wrong, I think about how everything is gonna be ok, yet I get lost in a way and don’t know what to do.

    He wishes he could just go back in time to when he was a kid. Where he had no worries about anything. Money, jobs, family, anything really. Always being told everything is gonna be ok. Kind of, sort of makes him see what’s going on around him, ok. And everything really… is gonna be ok no matter what. Living by that makes him confused in a way, because always thinking about how everything is gonna be ok, but it’s really not. He doesn’t know what to do exactly. He only sees it as ok, because ok is good, and good in a way makes him feel… not sad.

    ITS OKAY NOT TO BE OK.

  • Where Are You?

    Where Are You?

    As Time Goes On

    You’re gone so fast… so fast, time has passed.

    I saw you one day, and you’re gone the next.

    Filling me with remorse and despair, yet In a way you were always there.

    Arise from below, beneath this unfeeling world.

    Go away in peace, and leave me with sorrow…

    Hoping I’ll see you tomorrow.

  • Things I Am

    Things I Am

    Me Too

    Its very common for me to isolate myself from everyone. knowing I’m an introvert, in some ways… many things can be very difficult.

  • My Natural Instinct

    My Natural Instinct

    Analysis Paralysis

    It makes no sense whatsoever, but for some reason… and this isn’t just with blogging, but with podcasting.

    I’m sure most people can relate in a way, but when I create content…

    More specifically with blogging and podcasting.

    Everything turns into a blur. Everything in mind goes blank, which usually leads me to:

    • Stuttering

    • Repeating the same words several times

    • Speechless, or in this case, wordless.

    But then again, I’d say it’s my natural instinct that’s playing into part as to why these things would occur.

    Obviously.

    I’m overthinking, which definitely makes me lose focus and thought.

    When I’m alone, I could go on and on with myself as if I were having a real conversation with someone.

    With myself, not about myself. I am not conceited, just to clear that up.

    And quite frankly, there honestly more engaging than when I do have a conversation with someone.

    Again, really depends who I’m with.

    Can’t agree anymore with myself, but then again, I am talking to myself. So what’s there to be embarrassed about.

    It’s me, hi.

    For the most part, to some, it can be pretty awkward, but because I make it that way.

    Unlike with my family and friends, because I have that close type of relationship with them, I’m more willing to speak out to them, maybe express my emotions, or discuss anything about myself. Again, it depends who.

    I can be socially awkward in times… most of the time. Like 60 percent of the time. Less maybe… idk, but that’s just me.

    A lot of these “convos” I do have, are mainly just jibberish, but… appealing.

    And by that, I mean… even if they make zero sense.

    who cares.

    I’d say it’s a great way to cope with my emotions.

    I don’t speak aloud, but I do make very weird facial expressions.

    All the time.

    It just came to my realization, that I have an “analysis paralysis” face.

    If you know, you definitely know. I’ve been catching up on Awkward.

    Will there be a season 6? Highly doubt it, but Good Trouble… highly recommend.

    Not sure where I was really headed with this post.

    Just a thought.

    And there’s plenty of more where that came from.

    So cliche, typical me.

  • Redefining Myself

    • My First Blog Post
      Join along my journey and be apart of my life. — UglyMePodcast Authenticity is what matters most and me being truly myself, I’m glad to say… this is my first official blog! Most importantly, thank you to all my grand supporters, to my soon to be loyal and loving… not followers, but friends, readers, and… Read more: My First Blog Post

    “The True UglyMe”

    Redefining the true UglyMe.

    My name is… wait!

    Let’s stop there.

    Now this isn’t any out of the ordinary… what ever this may be, until then, this is…

    “The True UglyMe”

    I’m focused, and there’s no way I’m losing track from the start of this.

    Because according to google, it takes approximately 17 minutes to regain focus once it’s lost.

    Not to sure where this is really headed, but think of this as a little series from one of many that are soon to be coming in the near future…

    I know, I know what you’re thinking, get to the point already. Well, if only I knew myself what I was actually doing.

    I never really knew, and not gonna lie, I still have no idea how to really explain my story, my life story.

    Maybe just going straight to the point was best, but I always knew there was that piece of my story that was still missing. An explanation.

    But how?

    “I’m focused, and there’s no way I’m losing track from the start of this.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    This song is throwing me off. I’m losing track.

    http://www.aaronnavit.com

    I remember doing my personal statement in school, but then again it wasn’t really about my family, or my past. It was about me, and what I had wish to do with my life.

    And here I am, in the military.

    Not everything went accordingly to plan.

    I have my blogs to turn to, and that I am passionate for.

    …and I lost track.