Tag: feelings

  • So Peaceful, So Calm

    So Peaceful, So Calm

    Always Thinking Of You

    So clear,

    So beautiful.

    All so sudden, feeling sentimental.

    This wind so breezy, putting me at ease.

    Thinking how crazy time flies, and everything still revolves around me.

    I live for today, but thinking the past.

    Reminding myself consistently how I still live for me.

    When everything around still seems to be the same.

    I hate to say it.

    But fuck the past!

    I live for tomorrow.

    And everyday.

    So don’t define me past,

    Cause this is my world!

    My life!

    But thanks anyways.

    Ok, that’s it for me.

    I miss you. I love you.

    I hope you enjoy your special day.

  • Waves Of Life

    Waves Of Life

    Power Of Happiness

    Sensational– LOVE. JOY. KINDNESS.

    Finding something good without having to look for it.

    The desire of wanting and giving, but don’t know exactly how.

    Not being able to explain what you’re feeling emotionally, but it’s just there.

    Unnameable feels. Untold thoughts.

  • I Was A Kid

    I Was A Kid

    Then To Now

    I wish I was a kid,

    Being able to wake up again without any worries.

    Everything is gonna be ok.

    Living by that constant reminder…

    I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.

    You see, I have this whole idea on how things work. When something goes wrong, I think about how everything is gonna be ok, yet I get lost in a way and don’t know what to do.

    He wishes he could just go back in time to when he was a kid. Where he had no worries about anything. Money, jobs, family, anything really. Always being told everything is gonna be ok. Kind of, sort of makes him see what’s going on around him, ok. And everything really… is gonna be ok no matter what. Living by that makes him confused in a way, because always thinking about how everything is gonna be ok, but it’s really not. He doesn’t know what to do exactly. He only sees it as ok, because ok is good, and good in a way makes him feel… not sad.

    ITS OKAY NOT TO BE OK.

  • Keep On Blogging

    Keep On Blogging

    Where To Start

    Current mood: neutral

    … and by that I mean I’m not happy, nor am I sad.

    I am feeling pretty motivated though.

    That’s for sure.

    For some reason I’ve had this urge to try out something new with my blog posts… my content overall.

    Can’t really say, but I feel like my content could use that extra… push I guess, In a way.

    There’s a lot more I have to offer than just blog about my personal life.

    You get what I’m trying to say, right?

    I’m working on recreating the UglyMe brand. Same concept, just more ideas.

    I started a relaunch. Mainly because I wanted to start podcasting again.

    That hasn’t happened… yet.

    I’m not interested In talking about politics or entertainment, by that I mean… like, news or the scandal stuff out in the world.

    If it is what you guys want me to talk about, I am willing to give it a try.

    I love what I’m doing with UglyMe, and what’s it’s turned out to be, but I feel like I need to expand more on what I’m trying to offer, rather than talking about mental health itself.

    Speaking about mental health, I haven’t really dedicated a full blog to the topic itself.

    I know my ways around the topic, I just don’t know where to start or how to actually engage myself into it.

    I guess I don’t want to be straight forward with my content and leave it at that.

    Instead I’ve kept it at expressing myself and my thoughts.

    Let me know what y’all think.

    See ya!