UGLY SOCIETY CLUB

Tag: lifestyle

  • Things I Am

    Things I Am

    Me Too

    Its very common for me to isolate myself from everyone. knowing I’m an introvert, in some ways… many things can be very difficult.

  • My Natural Instinct

    My Natural Instinct

    Analysis Paralysis

    It makes no sense whatsoever, but for some reason… and this isn’t just with blogging, but with podcasting.

    I’m sure most people can relate in a way, but when I create content…

    More specifically with blogging and podcasting.

    Everything turns into a blur. Everything in mind goes blank, which usually leads me to:

    • Stuttering

    • Repeating the same words several times

    • Speechless, or in this case, wordless.

    But then again, I’d say it’s my natural instinct that’s playing into part as to why these things would occur.

    Obviously.

    I’m overthinking, which definitely makes me lose focus and thought.

    When I’m alone, I could go on and on with myself as if I were having a real conversation with someone.

    With myself, not about myself. I am not conceited, just to clear that up.

    And quite frankly, there honestly more engaging than when I do have a conversation with someone.

    Again, really depends who I’m with.

    Can’t agree anymore with myself, but then again, I am talking to myself. So what’s there to be embarrassed about.

    It’s me, hi.

    For the most part, to some, it can be pretty awkward, but because I make it that way.

    Unlike with my family and friends, because I have that close type of relationship with them, I’m more willing to speak out to them, maybe express my emotions, or discuss anything about myself. Again, it depends who.

    I can be socially awkward in times… most of the time. Like 60 percent of the time. Less maybe… idk, but that’s just me.

    A lot of these “convos” I do have, are mainly just jibberish, but… appealing.

    And by that, I mean… even if they make zero sense.

    who cares.

    I’d say it’s a great way to cope with my emotions.

    I don’t speak aloud, but I do make very weird facial expressions.

    All the time.

    It just came to my realization, that I have an “analysis paralysis” face.

    If you know, you definitely know. I’ve been catching up on Awkward.

    Will there be a season 6? Highly doubt it, but Good Trouble… highly recommend.

    Not sure where I was really headed with this post.

    Just a thought.

    And there’s plenty of more where that came from.

    So cliche, typical me.

  • I’m Not An Author

    I’m Not An Author

    Author Or Blogger

    I never thought or have I ever seen myself of being an author.

    Can’t really say I’ve ever seen myself doing anything.

    Not that I don’t want to do anything in life, but the world is just open to so many things, rather than setting my mind and focusing on one thing and leaving it at that.

    And to bring back the thought of why I had the idea of wanting to become an author.

    Well… it’s complicated.

    Ok ok, let me rephrase that.

    Never said I wanted to become an author, but because I was bored, I came across my website on google…

    It was in my search bar.

    It’s totally not weird, right.

    You guys understand.

    Anyways, I obviously clicked on it, and as I was scrolling through the webpage, on the side of my website, it said author. Which felt pretty cool, knowing my website was getting some sort of recognition and me being seen as an author.

    In some cases, I wouldn’t consider myself being an author, but more importantly, a person who likes to express inner thoughts and feelings; emotionally and mentally.

    In a way, authors can relate.

    But as a blogger, we set our differences apart from one another.

  • Redefining Myself

    • My First Blog Post
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    “The True UglyMe”

    Redefining the true UglyMe.

    My name is… wait!

    Let’s stop there.

    Now this isn’t any out of the ordinary… what ever this may be, until then, this is…

    “The True UglyMe”

    I’m focused, and there’s no way I’m losing track from the start of this.

    Because according to google, it takes approximately 17 minutes to regain focus once it’s lost.

    Not to sure where this is really headed, but think of this as a little series from one of many that are soon to be coming in the near future…

    I know, I know what you’re thinking, get to the point already. Well, if only I knew myself what I was actually doing.

    I never really knew, and not gonna lie, I still have no idea how to really explain my story, my life story.

    Maybe just going straight to the point was best, but I always knew there was that piece of my story that was still missing. An explanation.

    But how?

    “I’m focused, and there’s no way I’m losing track from the start of this.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    This song is throwing me off. I’m losing track.

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    I remember doing my personal statement in school, but then again it wasn’t really about my family, or my past. It was about me, and what I had wish to do with my life.

    And here I am, in the military.

    Not everything went accordingly to plan.

    I have my blogs to turn to, and that I am passionate for.

    …and I lost track.

  • Gym Time

    • My First Blog Post
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    My Happy Place

    So, today was my first day back at the gym, and let me tell you…

    It was not great.

    The burning sensation inside my stomach, but because I ate a buffalo chicken wrap and supreme deluxe chicken nachos a little before going to the gym.

    Knowing me, I’m always going to the gym. Back home it was a must, my go-to place.

    My happy place.

    Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday… all week, including weekends.

    For some reason I haven’t really felt the need to go to the gym, or even workout.

    Fausto Figueroa, what have you done? I’m slowly turning into you.

    Meditation, guided imagery, journaling.

    Whatttttt, who would of guessed.

    No offense.

    “I’m slowly turning into you.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    I have a deep interest and passion for the fitness industry, but it’s just not the same anymore.

    In some ways, these were… ways to help me manage and cope with my emotions.

    For the past years I’ve managed to control my emotions, but sometimes it comes to the point where I feel like the need to burst, yet I don’t.

    Probably one of the many reasons why I haven’t felt the need to go the gym. I’m really trying to control and manage my emotions, not release them.

    The one thing I could say about meditation, is that it’s help me store away my emotions, thoughts, triggers, and stressors.

    I’m managing.

  • Going Premium

    • My First Blog Post
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    Not gonna lie and say today was the “best day” of my life.

    Let’s be more reasonable here, it was decent.

    but all aside…

    it’s O F F I C I A L .

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    Not too bad for a purchase, great investment… I’m hoping.

    Fingers crossed.

    It really took some time, and most definitely some mad guts to switch to premium.

    With that being said…

    Knowing me, I could be a bit… let’s just say, I don’t like spending money. I’ll leave it at that.

    And for those of you who know me personally, if you know, you know.

    Yayyy, look at me, setting goals and making accomplishments.

    Im happy, but I can’t say I’m satisfied.

    …yet, of course.

    “I’m happy, but I can’t say I’m satisfied.”

    -UglyMe Podcast
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    Side note…

    I spoke to my brother yesterday, and the day before.

    We have a good relationship, don’t get me wrong, but my family and I haven’t really spoke. Can’t say why?

    Accordingly, they’ve been “busy”?

    What can I say, other than they’re busy people.

    I mean… it is what it is. No comment on that.

    It’s been a while.

    It felt good knowing he was ok, and always missing me… as I do with him.

    I’ve been gone too long. The longest I’ve ever been away from home.

    Please, take me home already.

    I Miss Home.

  • Joining The Military

    • My First Blog Post
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    To Me, From Me

    I’m thinking…

    and thinking…

    I’m starting to wonder if the military… yeah, I said it. The MILITARY, ok.

    Here me out though.

    I’m starting to wonder if the military was a mistake…

    a H U G E one.

    “Here me out though…”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    Considering the military, requirements do tend to be very extensive.

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    For someone to join and be apart of the nations armed forces, requires and is willing to be mentally and physically fit, and is able to withstand the amount of pressure.

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    Personally, I’m not all that strong at heart.

    The feeling of isolation, loneliness, the loss of someone, past trauma, feeling low with lack of motivation, hopeless…

    with no purpose or goal in life.

    “Personally, I’m not all that strong at heart.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    Chest heaviness, due to an increase of perceived stress.

    Lack of interest in the daily hobbies I previously enjoyed.

    Sleeping too much, yet I still feel sluggish and sleepy. I’m in bed all day just wanting to stay indoors and be alone.

    Sometimes I find myself staring at nothing.

    Not wanting to speak with anyone, and distancing myself from my family and friends.

    Total I S O L A T I O N .

    Junk food and caffeine drinks. With little intake of food.

    The most common question, why are you depressed? Have you attempted or considered suicide?

    Everything always happens for a reason.

    It’s how everything first started.

    …but over time it’s more of a feeling than why it’s occurring.

    There’s still that part of me that drags me down.

    There’s days I wish I could die in my sleep, but so I don’t have to wake up to the same routine everyday.

    D O W N E R .

    I feel like I’m in a loop, same day over and over.

    I feel like I’m a prisoner, even though I signed up.

    My thoughts get darker.

    I feel trapped.

    Recruiters fail to mention the agony of joining the military.

    “I’m happy. I’m sad. I’m me.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

  • Podcast Relaunch

    • My First Blog Post
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    The “UglyMe Podcast” Show

    Hey guys, Chris here, and welcome to “the UglyMe Podcast show.”

    “Welcome to the #1 most underrated and horrible podcast in World.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    So I’m hoping these podcasts go a lot more smooth than my previous ones.

    Of course, this is a relaunch, so… you guys will not be getting an insight on those. They were on YouTube, well… technically they still are, but on private.

    Maybe in the future I’ll put some out. They’re not great… ok. Not saying that these are any better.

    The one I’m recording now.

    But initially a blog…

    /script… I need some guidance, ok.

    I wasn’t gifted with the powers of public speaking and writing, but’s it’s the thought that counts. I could work with that.

    More like private speaking… because I’m alone.

    … that was bad, but talking to yourself takes a lot of courage.

    When podcasting… unfortunately.

    Especially when not knowing what to say word for word during a podcast.

    “I need some guidance from the heavens of podcast god’s.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    I’m getting there, just need some Input and Suggestions on what to improve. You guys, please, Help Me. I’m not gonna go too into depth with my life, but off course with time, I will.

    So… small talk, just to give you guys a basic understanding of what my whole brand revolves around is… Mental Health. I’m sure we’ve all dealt with some sort of mental health and we’ve all had our ups and downs sort of speak, and gone through personal traumas of some sort.

    Me… Chris, UglyMe Podcast, are here to guide you, and help you reach you personal goals, mentally and emotionally. Furthermore, I want to thank each and one of you for listening and for being apart of this lovely podcast. Take care, be safe. Smilebit. I will catch you guys to the next one, See ya.

    “Here to guide you, and help you reach your goals, mentally and emotionally.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    Ohh right, one last thing, I know, I know, I’ve been going off a bit too much, even though this is just an intro, but feel free to subscribe, follow, so you guys could stay updated to my upcoming podcasts in the future. Ok bye now.

    … and blogs.