It’s like when I act a certain way however it may be it’s cause I’m not saying anything and some days I do…
Cause if I’m not thinking God Music or My Writing or just creative space or in my heart it isn’t in the right place then what am I doing I’m still me only who am I I’m lost only feeling but because I lost my focus and my heart was out of tune
And if not with my
My Mind… or
my heart
my body leads
By conscious, speaking from the heart at the roll of my tongue
And sometimes I don’t know how to get away if it’s cause my mouth is shut
It’s like when I think Good and Feel in The right spirit the place I know when people aren’t in the right mind and they’re feeling towards me or is that just a thought so I say some thing to learn something to keep in my mind forward and on in my thoughts when sometimes how can I just be
I don’t know what to think about it if it’s God or what to uplift my thoughts so I feel like I should say something or is it having the courage of confidence of doing my thing
Open up to them by them I know so much of me
They can be themselves like I don’t think I can do my thing anything if you like it’s not your fault nothing is just do you and I wanna respect that cause I’m aware of myself
It’s this everyday thing and I don’t know how to be when I go about my day
And cause when I speak it’s like imma run out of things to say but I’m not focusing remember to think with my heart
It’s normal just don’t be weird about at it at all so in all your second personal time do you just as in life now now come on you know better what’s right It’s just the truth we don’t talk about that at all it’s just how you go about it… self control within the mind body and spirit “it’s not bad to see just don’t touch”
Everything I do who I am pretty much resemble me who I am you just gotta really dig deep enough to care
And not even that… to begin with I think I just have trust issues I just do who cares and for so many reasons there’s so many things to begin with…
When my heart gets aches and acts out mislead or out of place I get lost in what I’m doing and don’t really feel it it’s like I need to get more of this feeling am i thinking from heart or am I thinking from my thoughts
Sexualities attraction
I’m being genuine but I wonder if people think I’m lying they rather just speak for me cause then I’d just smile see me for me however you desire
It’s just to put you right in the mind your body your way of being just going to show but those aren’t my intentions I’m just all you need to be in love so your love catches my attention so I notice it’s just humans behavior
Sometimes that’s how my body feels but I can’t change its my soul and
Body feels my mind can’t change at all thats how I feel at that moment maybe later I’ll feel better cause I found my way back uplifting thoughts everything that is all good now just is all good it’s the mindset they say and so I’ve tried
They say something to get the attention cause you like the attention the touch of my heart
You see
Why I don’t feed into it cause it makes me lose focus I need to concentrate and move forward only keeping one thing above all…
with a heart broken is a broken soul
Heavenly queen
And cause I’m trying to move forward I give you my wishes and desires dead inside still as I’m up loving to this day and not bringing the past up I don’t know what to say or do cause I’ve genuinely moved on or don’t know what to say about it all other than it’s the past so I set my focus solely on what I love so much that it’s so hard to remember or look back to that day but then if not “I don’t go back to the same old habits like before…“
That’s if I give in too much so I need to set myself back a little and rebalance and again
Cause that’s what love is only when your love is just as strong as mine cause can you tell I don’t mean any bad only good I set my intentions only strictly friends cause that’s one way of seeing it in life…
By the world now…
Not unless it’s gonna put you down or talk of someone and bring about a name into context then it’s when I have no say you feel me
It’s agree to disagree on most cases
Is it cause they expect you to be a certain way when is it cause you have nothing to say
It’s always you that or you this then how cause when is it that I said something
With a atom of higher love you are good in Gods name
This is my commencement to stay true to the world stating facts and always staying true to yourself always down to earth
you’re in the state of nothingness so you embrace your inner beauty
You are beautiful <33
always listening and I’m always gonna take what you have to say by heart cause I feel you that’s me even if you don’t hear me though
all that aside…
still I’m gonna continue to do me to do me as I would normally just as you should to
Keep doing you <33
Sometimes I talk sometimes I don’t
Sometimes Its a fog and I can’t think clear other than to lead by my heart
Sometimes I don’t know how to put these words into say than just to ache
Sometimes my mind plays games thoughts wishing I could say these things
Sometimes my mouth runs off when its just too much at the spur of the moment when it’s cause you heard me already before anyone else
Sometimes I’m losing my mind can I remain calm when is it worth the risk of losing your sense of self
sometimes my heart gets out of place so I need to get more in tuned “it’s not to be rude about it its just who I am” if when cause I feel like saying hi I’ll say hi if not for you or for your sake if not for mine “cause I’m only trying to make things right”
Between you and me and me and you
if its how it seems to be… how I may be don’t let it be to your concern you keep doing you “cause it is like what you think how it is is how you see it is what you see is what you get”
pretty much
“cause have a good day hope your well it’s the mindset” the right thing to do in my heart when your heart is in the right place with love and peace bringing light to the world 🌍 with uplifting thoughts just these are the kinds of thoughts that are going to attract positive energies and then all I can say is I’m just doing my part. All I have for you is heart coolies 💯💯💯 much love fam 🤘🏽💀 IYKYK
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