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  • Joining The Military

    • My First Blog Post
      Join along my journey and be apart of my life. — UglyMePodcast Authenticity is what matters most and me being truly myself, I’m glad to say… this is my first official blog! Most importantly, thank you to all my grand supporters, to my soon to be loyal and loving… not followers, but friends, readers, and… Read more: My First Blog Post

    To Me, From Me

    I’m thinking…

    and thinking…

    I’m starting to wonder if the military… yeah, I said it. The MILITARY, ok.

    Here me out though.

    I’m starting to wonder if the military was a mistake…

    a H U G E one.

    “Here me out though…”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    Considering the military, requirements do tend to be very extensive.

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    For someone to join and be apart of the nations armed forces, requires and is willing to be mentally and physically fit, and is able to withstand the amount of pressure.

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    Personally, I’m not all that strong at heart.

    The feeling of isolation, loneliness, the loss of someone, past trauma, feeling low with lack of motivation, hopeless…

    with no purpose or goal in life.

    “Personally, I’m not all that strong at heart.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    Chest heaviness, due to an increase of perceived stress.

    Lack of interest in the daily hobbies I previously enjoyed.

    Sleeping too much, yet I still feel sluggish and sleepy. I’m in bed all day just wanting to stay indoors and be alone.

    Sometimes I find myself staring at nothing.

    Not wanting to speak with anyone, and distancing myself from my family and friends.

    Total I S O L A T I O N .

    Junk food and caffeine drinks. With little intake of food.

    The most common question, why are you depressed? Have you attempted or considered suicide?

    Everything always happens for a reason.

    It’s how everything first started.

    …but over time it’s more of a feeling than why it’s occurring.

    There’s still that part of me that drags me down.

    There’s days I wish I could die in my sleep, but so I don’t have to wake up to the same routine everyday.

    D O W N E R .

    I feel like I’m in a loop, same day over and over.

    I feel like I’m a prisoner, even though I signed up.

    My thoughts get darker.

    I feel trapped.

    Recruiters fail to mention the agony of joining the military.

    “I’m happy. I’m sad. I’m me.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

  • Podcast Relaunch

    • My First Blog Post
      Join along my journey and be apart of my life. — UglyMePodcast Authenticity is what matters most and me being truly myself, I’m glad to say… this is my first official blog! Most importantly, thank you to all my grand supporters, to my soon to be loyal and loving… not followers, but friends, readers, and… Read more: My First Blog Post

    The “UglyMe Podcast” Show

    Hey guys, Chris here, and welcome to “the UglyMe Podcast show.”

    “Welcome to the #1 most underrated and horrible podcast in World.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    So I’m hoping these podcasts go a lot more smooth than my previous ones.

    Of course, this is a relaunch, so… you guys will not be getting an insight on those. They were on YouTube, well… technically they still are, but on private.

    Maybe in the future I’ll put some out. They’re not great… ok. Not saying that these are any better.

    The one I’m recording now.

    But initially a blog…

    /script… I need some guidance, ok.

    I wasn’t gifted with the powers of public speaking and writing, but’s it’s the thought that counts. I could work with that.

    More like private speaking… because I’m alone.

    … that was bad, but talking to yourself takes a lot of courage.

    When podcasting… unfortunately.

    Especially when not knowing what to say word for word during a podcast.

    “I need some guidance from the heavens of podcast god’s.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    I’m getting there, just need some Input and Suggestions on what to improve. You guys, please, Help Me. I’m not gonna go too into depth with my life, but off course with time, I will.

    So… small talk, just to give you guys a basic understanding of what my whole brand revolves around is… Mental Health. I’m sure we’ve all dealt with some sort of mental health and we’ve all had our ups and downs sort of speak, and gone through personal traumas of some sort.

    Me… Chris, UglyMe Podcast, are here to guide you, and help you reach you personal goals, mentally and emotionally. Furthermore, I want to thank each and one of you for listening and for being apart of this lovely podcast. Take care, be safe. Smilebit. I will catch you guys to the next one, See ya.

    “Here to guide you, and help you reach your goals, mentally and emotionally.”

    -UglyMe Podcast

    Ohh right, one last thing, I know, I know, I’ve been going off a bit too much, even though this is just an intro, but feel free to subscribe, follow, so you guys could stay updated to my upcoming podcasts in the future. Ok bye now.

    … and blogs.