UGLY SOCIETY CLUB

Category: Lifestyle Blog

  • Tell Me Again

    Tell Me Again

    Say It Louder

    So happy.

    So real.

    So true.

    People around me always saying what they think is best when really they just sounding like a bunch of fools.

    Always telling me what to do.

    Who I really want to be, or what I want to become.

    I’m a disappointment, I’m stupid!

    I may just now repeat the same cycle like I was told.

    Because who I really want to become will just be a whole fuzz.

    Not to me, but to whom…

    Shall I prove!?

    This house.

    This car.

    These pets.

    I’m different, and I’m just not like the rest.

    So tell me otherwise, but look me in the eyes!

    Please!

    Or else… goodbye.

    … for now.

    But that’s ok, cause I’m still me, and you’re still you.

  • So Peaceful, So Calm

    So Peaceful, So Calm

    Always Thinking Of You

    So clear,

    So beautiful.

    All so sudden, feeling sentimental.

    This wind so breezy, putting me at ease.

    Thinking how crazy time flies, and everything still revolves around me.

    I live for today, but thinking the past.

    Reminding myself consistently how I still live for me.

    When everything around still seems to be the same.

    I hate to say it.

    But fuck the past!

    I live for tomorrow.

    And everyday.

    So don’t define me past,

    Cause this is my world!

    My life!

    But thanks anyways.

    Ok, that’s it for me.

    I miss you. I love you.

    I hope you enjoy your special day.

  • Who Are We?

    Who Are We?

    The Start From It All

    You ever just wonder what you’re set out to be in this world?

    What you want for yourself, who you want to become?

    Having this urge to give up already, or maybe try again later.

    Expecting certain outcomes of things by taking potential negatives towards actions, but feeling seldom-disappointed about it all.

    The total outcome.

    From it all, being contemplative.

    Reflecting on past experiences to gain a better understanding of issues before moving forward.

    To better yourself.

    Sometimes we expect too much from things or the worse in them.

    And then think really little of the outcome.

    With time, comes patience.

    In this case, whatever it is you want to do.

    Give it time.

    Its all a process.

  • Waves Of Life

    Waves Of Life

    Power Of Happiness

    Sensational– LOVE. JOY. KINDNESS.

    Finding something good without having to look for it.

    The desire of wanting and giving, but don’t know exactly how.

    Not being able to explain what you’re feeling emotionally, but it’s just there.

    Unnameable feels. Untold thoughts.

  • Write To Express

    Write To Express

    Make Sense Of Me

    Writing is the only way for me to make sense of the world around me.

  • Daily Reminder:

    Daily Reminder:

    Quotes To Live By

    “Always remind yourself to keep going.”

    – UglyMe Podcast
  • Keep On Blogging

    Keep On Blogging

    Where To Start

    Current mood: neutral

    … and by that I mean I’m not happy, nor am I sad.

    I am feeling pretty motivated though.

    That’s for sure.

    For some reason I’ve had this urge to try out something new with my blog posts… my content overall.

    Can’t really say, but I feel like my content could use that extra… push I guess, In a way.

    There’s a lot more I have to offer than just blog about my personal life.

    You get what I’m trying to say, right?

    I’m working on recreating the UglyMe brand. Same concept, just more ideas.

    I started a relaunch. Mainly because I wanted to start podcasting again.

    That hasn’t happened… yet.

    I’m not interested In talking about politics or entertainment, by that I mean… like, news or the scandal stuff out in the world.

    If it is what you guys want me to talk about, I am willing to give it a try.

    I love what I’m doing with UglyMe, and what’s it’s turned out to be, but I feel like I need to expand more on what I’m trying to offer, rather than talking about mental health itself.

    Speaking about mental health, I haven’t really dedicated a full blog to the topic itself.

    I know my ways around the topic, I just don’t know where to start or how to actually engage myself into it.

    I guess I don’t want to be straight forward with my content and leave it at that.

    Instead I’ve kept it at expressing myself and my thoughts.

    Let me know what y’all think.

    See ya!

  • Things I Am

    Things I Am

    Me Too

    Its very common for me to isolate myself from everyone. knowing I’m an introvert, in some ways… many things can be very difficult.

  • My Natural Instinct

    My Natural Instinct

    Analysis Paralysis

    It makes no sense whatsoever, but for some reason… and this isn’t just with blogging, but with podcasting.

    I’m sure most people can relate in a way, but when I create content…

    More specifically with blogging and podcasting.

    Everything turns into a blur. Everything in mind goes blank, which usually leads me to:

    • Stuttering

    • Repeating the same words several times

    • Speechless, or in this case, wordless.

    But then again, I’d say it’s my natural instinct that’s playing into part as to why these things would occur.

    Obviously.

    I’m overthinking, which definitely makes me lose focus and thought.

    When I’m alone, I could go on and on with myself as if I were having a real conversation with someone.

    With myself, not about myself. I am not conceited, just to clear that up.

    And quite frankly, there honestly more engaging than when I do have a conversation with someone.

    Again, really depends who I’m with.

    Can’t agree anymore with myself, but then again, I am talking to myself. So what’s there to be embarrassed about.

    It’s me, hi.

    For the most part, to some, it can be pretty awkward, but because I make it that way.

    Unlike with my family and friends, because I have that close type of relationship with them, I’m more willing to speak out to them, maybe express my emotions, or discuss anything about myself. Again, it depends who.

    I can be socially awkward in times… most of the time. Like 60 percent of the time. Less maybe… idk, but that’s just me.

    A lot of these “convos” I do have, are mainly just jibberish, but… appealing.

    And by that, I mean… even if they make zero sense.

    who cares.

    I’d say it’s a great way to cope with my emotions.

    I don’t speak aloud, but I do make very weird facial expressions.

    All the time.

    It just came to my realization, that I have an “analysis paralysis” face.

    If you know, you definitely know. I’ve been catching up on Awkward.

    Will there be a season 6? Highly doubt it, but Good Trouble… highly recommend.

    Not sure where I was really headed with this post.

    Just a thought.

    And there’s plenty of more where that came from.

    So cliche, typical me.

  • I’m Not An Author

    I’m Not An Author

    Author Or Blogger

    I never thought or have I ever seen myself of being an author.

    Can’t really say I’ve ever seen myself doing anything.

    Not that I don’t want to do anything in life, but the world is just open to so many things, rather than setting my mind and focusing on one thing and leaving it at that.

    And to bring back the thought of why I had the idea of wanting to become an author.

    Well… it’s complicated.

    Ok ok, let me rephrase that.

    Never said I wanted to become an author, but because I was bored, I came across my website on google…

    It was in my search bar.

    It’s totally not weird, right.

    You guys understand.

    Anyways, I obviously clicked on it, and as I was scrolling through the webpage, on the side of my website, it said author. Which felt pretty cool, knowing my website was getting some sort of recognition and me being seen as an author.

    In some cases, I wouldn’t consider myself being an author, but more importantly, a person who likes to express inner thoughts and feelings; emotionally and mentally.

    In a way, authors can relate.

    But as a blogger, we set our differences apart from one another.